I CLOSE MY EYES WHEN I GET TOO SAD I THINK THOUGHTS THAT I KNOW ARE BAD CLOSE MY EYES AND I COUNT TO TEN HOPE ITS OVER WHEN I OPEN THEM I WANT THE THINGS THAT I HAD BEFORE LIKE A STAR WARS POSTER ON MY BEDROOM DOOR I WISH I COULD COUNT TO TEN MAKE EVERYTHING BE WONDERFUL AGAIN HOPE MY MOM AND I HOPE MY DAD WILL FIGURE OUT WHY THEY GET SO MAD HEAR THEM SCREAM I HEAR THEM FIGHT THEY SAY BAD WORDS THAT MAKE ME WANNA CRY CLOSE MY EYES WHEN I GO TO BED AND I DREAM OF ANGELS WHO MAKE ME SMILE I FEEL BETTER WHEN I HEAR THEM SAY EVERYTHING WILL BE WONDERFUL SOMEDAY PROMISES MEAN EVERYTHING WHEN YOURE LITTLE AND THE WORLDS SO BIG I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN SMILE WITH ALL THOSE TEARS IN YOUR EYES TELL ME EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW PLEASE DONT TELL ME EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW I GO TO SCHOOL AND I RUN AND PLAY I TELL THE KIDS THAT ITS ALL OKAY I LAUGH ALOUD SO MY FRIENDS WONT KNOW WHEN THE BELL RINGS I JUST DONT WANNA GO HOME GO TO MY ROOM AND I CLOSE MY EYES I MAKE BELIEVE THAT I HAVE A NEW LIFE I DONT BELIE