STORY OF MY LIFE SEARCHING FOR THE RIGHT BUT IT KEEPS AVOIDING ME SORROW IN MY SOUL CAUSE IT SEEMS THAT WRONG REALLY LOVES MY COMPANY HES MORE THAN A MAN AND THIS IS MORE THAN LOVE THE REASON THAT THE SKY IS BLUE THE CLOUDS ARE ROLLING IN BECAUSE IM GONE AGAIN AND TO HIM I JUST CANT BE TRUE AND I KNOW THAT HE KNOWS IM UNFAITHFUL AND IT KILLS HIM INSIDE TO KNOW THAT I AM HAPPY WITH SOME OTHER GUY I CAN SEE HIM DYING CHORUS I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANNA BE THE REASON WHY EVERYTIME I WALK OUT THE DOOR I SEE HIM DIE A LITTLE MORE INSIDE I DONT WANNA HURT HIM ANYMORE I DONT WANNA TAKE AWAY HIS LIFE I DONT WANNA BE A MURDERER I FEEL IT IN THE AIR CAUSE IM DOING MY HAIR PREPARING FOR ANOTHER DAY A KISS UP ON MY CHEEK AS HE RELUCTANTLY ASKS IF IM GONNA BE OUT LATE I SAY I WONT BE LONG JUST HANGING WITH THE GIRLS A LIE I DIDNT HAVE TO TELL BECAUSE WE BOTH KNOW WHERE IM ABOUT TO GO AND WE KNOW IT VERY WELL CAUSE I KNOW THAT HE KNOWS IM UNFAITHFUL AND IT KILLS HIM INSIDE TO KNOW THAT I AM HAPPY WITH SOME OTH