I HAVE TO BLOCK OUT THOUGHTS OF YOU SO I DONT LOSE MY HEAD THEY CRAWL IN LIKE A CROACH LEAVING BABIES IN MY BED DROPPING LITTLE REELS OF TAPE TO REMIND ME THAT IM ALONE PLAYING MOVIES IN MY HEAD THAT MAKE A PORNO FEEL LIKE HOME THERES A BURNING IN MY PRIDE A NERVOUS BLEEDING IN MY BRAIN AN OUNCE OF PEACE IS ALL I WANT FOR YOU WILL YOU NEVER CALL AGAIN AND WILL YOU NEVER SAY YOU THAT LOVE ME JUST TO PUT IN MY FACE AND WILL YOU NEVER TRY TO REACH ME IT IS I THAT WANTED SPACE HATE ME TODAY HATE ME TOMORROW HATE ME SO YOU CAN FINALLY SEE WHATS GOOD FOR YOU IM SOBER NOW FOR WHOLE MONTHS ITS ONE ACCOMPLISHMENT THAT YOU HELPED ME WITH THE ONE THING THAT ALWAYS TORE US APART IS THE ONE THING I WONT TOUCH AGAIN AND IN A SICK WAY I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR HOLDING MY HEAD UP LATE AT NIGHT WHILE I WAS BUSY WAGING WARS ON MYSELF YOU WERE TRYING TO STOP THE FIGHT YOU NEVER DOUBTED MY WARPED OPINIONS ON THINGS LIKE SUICIDAL HATE YOU MADE ME COMPLIMENT MYSELF WHEN IT WAS WAY TOO HARD TO TAKE SO ILL DRIVE SO FING FAR AWAY THAT