AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I COULD HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I FIRST SAW YOU AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I COULD STAND ON MY OWN TWO FEET AGAIN AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I COULD CALL YOU AND EVERYTHING I CANT REMEMBER AS FED UP AS IT ALL MAY SEEM THE CONSEQUENCES THAT IVE RENDERED IVE STRETCHED MYSELF BEYOND MY MEANS AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I CAN SAY THAT I WASNT ADDICTED AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I CAN SAY I LOVE MYSELF AS WELL AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE GONE AND FED THINGS UP JUST LIKE I ALWAYS DO AND ITS BEEN AWHILE BUT ALL THAT SH SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR WHEN IM WITH YOU AND EVERYTHING I CANT REMEMBER AS FED UP AS IT ALL MAY SEEM THE CONSEQUENCES THAT IVE RENDERED IVE GONE AND FED THINGS UP AGAIN WHY MUST I FEEL THIS WAY JUST MAKE THIS GO AWAY JUST ONE MORE PEACEFUL DAY AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I COULD LOOK AT MYSELF STRAIGHT AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I SAID IM SORRY AND ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE SEEN THE WAY THE CANDLE LIGHTS YOUR FACE AND ITS BEEN AWHILE BUT I CAN STILL REMEMBER JUST